Saturday, October 18, 2008

Brave Boy

Hello everyone. As most of you already know Elijah has suffered several seizures in the last month. They have not been able to put him on anti-seizure medications because he had to have a series of seizures to do so. On Saturday the 11th he suffered another big seizure and was rushed by ambulance to Children's Hospital. At that point they started him on Phenobarbital. Praise the Lord!!!! He was sent home and scheduled for an E.E.G. that following Thursday. Between Saturday and the day of his study he had two more seizures. Mike and I hardly slept. It was so scary just not knowing when or how bad they were going to be and Thursday could not come fast enough. All I could do was pray. Pray that the Lord would give these doctors the knowledge to provide us with answers and that He would give Elijah and our family a sense of peace during these uncertain times.
On Thursday Elijah went in for his scheduled E.E.G. We were instructed to not let him sleep more than 5-6 hrs the night and day prior to the study as they needed him to sleep for the study. WOW, that was hard but Elijah was such a good sport about it. We kept him up until midnight the night before and then woke up at 5:30am the next morning and had to keep him up. Needless to say I am sure that all of you can assume how not fun keeping up an 18 month old is for that long.
We went to his study at noon on Thursday and were done within 2hrs. They placed over 26 sensors on his head and then finally we were able to let him sleep. The poor little guy crashed. When the test was all over we had to head to his Neurologist in Plano to go over the results and to discuss his medication.
The Neurologist reviewed his study and his last MRI. She said because of his brain damage, he is going to have these seizures for the rest of his life. The type of seizures that he is having are called, "Generalized Tonic-Clonic (grand mal) seizures." She also stated that the left and right side of his brain are not communicating well, but again she said not surprising because of the nature of his damage. He was taken off the Phenobarbital and placed on Keppra which is another anti-seizure medication because the Pheno. was causing him drunken like behavior and can over time cause poor muscle tone. She took him off as she did not want to undo all of the progress in his weight and therapy by keeping him on this medication.
By the end of the day we were wiped. Physically, mentally, but most of all emotionally. It is every parents desire to have a healthy child and when that is not the case, it is saddening and frightening. However, Elijah was so very brave and always has been. God has given him a spirit that touches all of our hearts. Many of times I am brought to tears in utter worry and saddness for my little Elijah, but then I look at him and all that he has already accomplished and endured with a smile on his face and that alone encourages me to be brave and have hope despite my own personal fears and worries. Elijah's strength ceases to amaze me.Thank you to everyone who has supported us and prayed for us throughout this time. We are so very grateful for your love and faith.
" We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ." 1Thessalonians 1: 3-4

The not so fun part
Sleeping peacefully
Sleeping with Daddy

All done!!

12 comments:

Unknown said...

hello bullards! wow i am so sorry all of you have to go through this, but your amazing trust in God and eli's strength will and has helped you. i wish i could give all of you a huge hug, but just know that we are always praying for you and thinking of you. we miss you guys and pray that you keep you faith and strenght throughtout this crazy trial. love you guys

Carly Peters said...

Bree, he is so sweet. I'm so sad you are all having to go through so much. It is torture watching your child have issues you cannot control. Please try not to stay discouraged, you have so many prayers being offered up on the Bullard's behalf. God is being glorified through the faith you are all having. I love you guys!

Lindsay @ Splat Designs said...

What a BRAVE boy!
We love you Eli!

mommyreview.com said...

What a strong little man, I had to go through all that with my seizures at age 7, always so scary, glad they have him on the right meds, it makes all the difference!! Prayers and Hugs!

amber buhrley said...

You are amazing! I love your perspective on this trial. Thanks for being an inspiration to us all! Best of luck with all you are enduring!

Jamie said...

Bre, I don't know how you do it all but you do it all with such an amazing attitude! You are such a great person and those boys are lucky to have such positive and encouraging parents! I pray for you and the boys every night, I also make sure my friends and family pray for all of you! I'm far away, but I'm always here if you need me! I'm just a phone call away!

Nikole said...

Eli has an amazing spirit!!! We will continue to pray for him and your family! We love you!

Ehrlebird said...

Wow what a journey!!! My thoughts and prayers are with you guys. Ashton went through a few seizures within the first 2 days of life. He was put on Pheno too so I know what you are talking about. Luckily they never came back. He is a brave little boy who has a brave mommy and daddy too!!

Best wishes!

Whitney said...

Wow, Eli is such an amazing and brave little boy! He will continue to be in our prayers!

missy said...

What a beautiful, sweet little boy!
Bree, I am praying for your little family....we are so blessed to have these amazing little boys who call us mommy!

Anonymous said...

Wow, Bree. The last time I saw Elijah was when i was at Meg's and he fell in love with the brown lady sitting in the chair. He was so adorable and smiling all the time. He does have such a wonderful spirit. I'm so sorry that you and your family have to go through this, but it seems as though your faith is leading you. Best wishes on this difficult journey.

The Giggling Begins... said...

You're an amazing mom and I know its hard to watch your little guy go through all this, but you know that you have so many people behind you that love and are thinking of you guys. He is such a little brave trooper! Send him kisses from us!